Wednesday, December 30, 2009

NYE 2010

So, in a few hours time I'll be counting down with a huge bunch of random strangers at the Barrage with fireworks and a lot of beer. Ok, fact: I'll be working my ass off on NYE.

I know what's my ideal NYE plan...........

- Dinner at my favorite sushi place
- Curl up at home with a good book
- Watch reruns of favorite old movies
- Board games with my girls
- Cuddle up with A

Sadly, none of that is going to happen

Have a good time receiving the new year, people.

I'm done making NY resolutions for 2010 because whatever resolutions I made in 09 didn't happen.

You know you have all my love. :)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

What Men Want

It’s easy to talk about these types of things in absolutes. Easier than to admit that I don’t know, some men themselves don’t know, that individuals are not quantifiable items like red bricks or jars of beans.

So honestly, I don't know what Men want. Do you?

I can never be the ideal kinda girl. I have cellulite. I snore when I sleep. I laugh way too loud. I misinterpret things I don't understand. I don't know what to say at the right time. I laugh at you in the face when you got your heart broken. I can never be your ideal kind of girl.

These absolutes really boggle me to the skull of my brain. I try not to let them get anywhere near my heart, not even the left wall. Everyday we wake up trying to be someone else. Someone people would approve of. Someone people would understand. Someone people would like.

Today I painted my left big toe a total different shade of red unlike the rest and only on the top (because it fricken chipped!!!!!!!!!!!!!). Would a man like that in a woman? The randomness, the inconsistency, the irregularities, the fuck ups...

Anyway, have a good Tuesday.
You know you have all my love because you're still reading.


We can hold a lot of ideas. We can hold a lot of grief. We can wonder if our lives might contain that other thing, just for a moment. Thought is the wrong word. Thought implies intention, which it should not.
Ander Monson, “Weep No More Over This Event”

Monday, December 21, 2009

Random Monday

So. There's this boy.

He probably doesn't know that I feel all warm and fuzzy when he's around.

He probably doesn't know I make mental notes of anything he's said before.



Thursday, December 3, 2009

Empty hearts are better left unspoken

So after your boyfriend BIT you and punched you in the face and then dedicated this song to you....

... how does it feel, Rihanna?

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Absolute cuteness

The "Plush Sized Yay! Scale"! Cute anot?



NuffNang: Movie Contest – “The Princess and the Frog” Movie Tickets Giveaway!


Do you still remember your first kiss?

Do you still remember the first time his hands wrapped around your waist and you felt like you had the world at your feet, as though you can achieve anything in the world?

It happened on the escalator as we first held hands and I was too shy to look him in the eye. That boy was beautiful. He was possibly one of the most beautiful people I've met. At least, that was how I felt back then. It wasn't that kind of love. It wasn't that 'till death do us part' kind of love. It wasn't any of those dramatic, gun shots, broken tear glands kind of love. It was a simple love. I simply just liked liking him. Apart from being beautiful, he was also funny. The kind of boy to pull heart strings.

It was on the long escalator we first held hands. I was way too shy to him in the eye. I remembered clearly he still had his school uniform on and I also remembered how cute he looked. I liked the feeling of my hands in his. He didnt have particularly huge hands. It was just big enough to hold mine.

It was on the long escalator we first held hands. This time I turned to look at him in the eye. I realize he was just as shy. He leaned closer pulling me closer.

"Can I kiss you?", he asked blushing.

My cheeks were burning hot. He moved a little closer and planted a peck on my trembling lips. That was when I gave my heart away. Completely.

I remembered it was on the long escalator we first held hands.

That's how my first kiss felt like.
Giving myself away completely to someone who used to be a stranger.
Wherever you are, I missed you.

Catch The Princess and the Frog in cinemas 10th December 2009.

April needs to stop shopping

Look what Apes found! :D


Pretty? I find the Obi belt extremely cute. I like the color, feels so summer-ish. Mailed the owner and I'm making it mine! *cues evil laugh* It just hard to resist pretty summer dresses. One of the many reasons why I love living in Singapore. You can wear Summer dresses all year long without looking silly!

To get yours, visit
Apparently, they also have a shop front at Square 2 (New Extension), #02-73!

2 - 4 Dec To-Do List
  1. Shopping list for BKK (Done, just need to make sure I'm not missing anything)
  2. Pack my luggage by tomorrow night
  3. Thread my eyebrows tomorrow
  4. Stop shopping from now till I step foot on BKK (yes yes, that dress is my last!)
  5. Pack my room (haha? you should look at the state of it now)
  6. Clear my bowels
  7. Get a thailand sim card?
  8. Make reservation @ Supperclub & Pitstop
  9. Sleep Early
  10. Italic
Luggage packing list
  • HP Charger
  • MP3 Charger
  • Toiletries (Face/body/hair/make up)
  • 2 pieces of face masks
  • Vit C tabs
  • 1 pair of jeans
  • 1 pair of shorts
  • 3 tops
  • 1 dress
  • undergarments
Check back later. :)